happiness only real when shared

i do not own the courage to be chris mccandless. to know when you have paid your stupid and pointless dues, and then burn your money in a rage and abandon your car in the desert and start walking towards someplace that is far away from anywhere.

i went to watch 'into the wild' tonight. i had to drive back home without radios or ipods or or anything, just silence. tomorrow it won't be possible to listen to anyone talk about their stupid fucking television programmes, and i won't be able to talk about my stupid television programmes.

at least there are only two, and i do not keep up with either of them very well.

at least i have a wad of cash and a full box of matches, so these potentials are still in my range.

i will escape from society sooner or later. i just need to conquer my fear of bears, first. and my fear of bad hygiene.