Wednesday, October 20, 2004

air plane ride #349

i was waking up from a nap. i was looking out the air plane win dow. i saw particles and they spar kled.

i thought that i might be hall ucinating or going lim p. like when you feel sick and see spo ts. small water drop lets that were twirling so fast and spar kling so much. i tried to fol low them with my eyes but i could not.

some things are differ ent right now " , i thought to my self.

i had been reading about an art icle where some people are more apt to feel spir itual than oth ers because of how their big brains wor ked. it wrote it self about how peo ple are the only ones ever that know about how they will die, some day, and so how do they pos sibly cope?

andso, either some envi able force is try ing to com municate with me thru spar kles or else it is the sun light refracting a billion times thru these clo uds, as this plane has velo city and opa city and i am an obs erver in des perate ways. swirl ing spar kles and i would squint and blin k and try to refocus my eyes beca use i did not beli eve that they were really there, i thi nk.

and then we came out of the clouds and star ted to land, and all of the spark les were gone, and so i knew.

ex cuse me whi le i kiss the sk y?

how soon, will i change my tune ?